Just realized this morning that I made a mistake on office document. This happened too before, in a different details, but the effect is more or less the same. I remembered that first time I felt very terrible and in solving it out I did have to hold myself from bursting. This time it's different. I was a bit more composed, but in the inside I am swearing to myself for the foolish thing I've done. This is not good for my performance. I need to review myself and my performance. I'd say they'd given me too much load. But I gotta have proofs. And I want to proof myself. Bless me Lord.